if I knew

if I knew we would never speak again

I would have thanked you

if I knew I would never look into your eyes again

I would not have looked away

if I knew I would never share a meal with you again

I would have ordered another round of coffee

if I knew I would never hug you again

I would not have let go

if I knew I could never call you on the phone again

I would not have said goodbye

if I knew I could never write you again

I would have shared more of my soul

if I knew we would not talk again

I would have asked you to share more of yours

if I knew I would never see you again

I would have told you how much I'll miss you

if I knew

if I only knew

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